Oh wow, I can't believe I haven't blogged for so long. I have a lot of catching up. The last 4 months have been eventful, scary, tiring, but exciting.
Cycle #4 was our lucky one!!! Yes, I am pregnant!!! I can finally shout, although there is no need since I am already showing a little bump. Back in February i started getting all of my regular PMS symptoms and got hopeless about seeing two pink lines on the test that cycle. I even told Mr. V that.
But being very inpatient and wishing for the best (plus having lots of those internet cheapies on hand), I peed on the test at 10 DPO (Fe. 7th), left it on the sink, and took my time in the shower. I kept opening the shower door and glancing at the test. It was like a de ja vu all over again. I noticed a very, very faint pink line. I picked up the test and started looking at it from all the angles. And just like the first time, I had to confirm with a digital. I went to the store in the morning, peed at two more tests at work, and saw a very pretty work Pregnant on it and a more vivid second pink line on the other. It happened in exactly the same order as with our miss A and I just couldnt' believe it.
Later in the evening, I pulled up the some onesie I used to tell Mr. V about our first child and wrote on the other side " Will you also be my Daddy?". He saw the onesie, smiled, and asked if it was for real. We hugged, kissed, and got distracted with our little girl.
I was in denial at first. After all, I tested so early. So, what does a girl do? I kept testing for a few more weeks and cheapies and random test I had left. It was surreal to go through the feelings and emotions again. I kept praying everyday to see those magical two lines get darker and darker with days.
As days turned into week, the first waves in nausea hit me and hadn't left me just yet. The first time i got sick around 6-7 weeks. This time I got sick even during the night. The feeling of being sick woke me up at night and I had to run to the bathroom. There were a few nights when I didn't even know what to do first - throw up or pee. Seriously, so not cool when you are holding your pee and every time I barfed I felt like I'll pee all over myself.
I am still feeling nauseous but now it is mostly in the morning when I brush my teeth or get ready for work. Now, I've been staying up till 11pm or 12am. This is huge comparing to previous weeks when I would fall asleep with miss A around 10pm.
We told the parents and families around 7-8 weeks and they all were very excited for us.
